mhm

i'm pretty sure not everyone can just vote for the oscars.


i did in fact recieve a ballot this year to vote for the oscars 2016.

if that is true then i can only guess that someone has decided that i should earn a vote?

i have no idea what i'm even talking about.


i really don't understand why i was given the opportunity to vote for the academy awards because i'm not a member for the academy and somewhere along the road of whenever people were like stealing my material people were like, "this is more like tv show stuff"

and i don't remember any of it getting nominated for any awards not that i've been stalking anything that i thought might have been inspired by myself.

i mean sure maybe stuff that i thought of could have been put in a movie.

but most likely not in a oscar winning movie.

probably.

so

in that sense i really don't think i would be a member of the academy.

unless someone was like,

oh i want christa to be in the academy...

which would be wonderful..

of course i would not turn down an invitation to be apart of the academy although i'm sure that i would not go to any after parties and i would not be wearing a $10 million dollar outfit.

i probably would not even arrive in a limo if i were going to the awards and

i would bring god knows who as a date and no one would know me

and i would be sitting very far from the front and

i have no idea what is even going on.

i'm just really confused right now.

i'm probably on the precipice of a psychotic break.

please forgive me academy members.

also please don't make fun of me, that would be great.

please laugh when i laugh.


fantastic.