do your remember?

our little ellipsis?

.........


do you wake up in the middle of the night and wish someone different was sleeping beside you?

i feel like that on a few occasions.

i had some "innocent" flings.

and i tried so hard to grow close to old flames.

and i SO wasn't in love.

*whispers*

i wished he was you.

*tear*

where are you right now?

why don't you love me?

i know you are lying.

lying to almost everyone.

i know the truth.

i know you  can't fake it to me.

i don't want to be alone.

i wish i could touch your face, and feel the skinny of your hips.

i wish i could touch your chest and hear your breathing.

but for some reason i can't.

i guess you hate me.

xo

but i still love you even still.

please change your mind.