leonardo

do you have scars on your chest and back?
 do you like to control your ladies?

do you care about the environment because you need to distance yourself from people?

do you feel like when you were a child you lost your innocence and missed out on things?

do you feel like you have to take everything serious usually because of all of that?

well, i'm here as a gentle reminder to tell you that i'm kind of similar to you.

when i was reading 50 shades of grey,

christian would say something, and i would be like, OMG - I DO THAT!

or he would take ana out on a date, and was like...l that's what i want to do!

so.

i can tell you,

i don't know everything about you.

and my life is so complicated.

but you can bug me,

i mean i'm probably already bugged like someone has definitely hacked this blog.

and my fake twitter i made like 4 years ago got deleted.

and there are all sorts of mysterious things happening.

but what i don't want for you.

is for you to get everything you need from me on the internet.

you have to know that i'm a living breathing person with emotions

and i do care

and i want to be nice

and want things.

the things i want are similar to the things ana wanted.

MORE.

because i don't have anything right now.

 well i guess it's not that i have nothing.

i have some internet friends.

but i want to sleep next to you.

that sounds weird.

but i do.

looking back to my entry on Jan 20 i'm thinking about this a lot.

i just want to be really cuddled intimately with someone i have a strong attraction and mental connection with. someone who smells really good to me. someone who's body i fit with.