or at least i predict he/you (if i'm on your radar) will finally win
i read in a slate article that you only date women who are age 20-25.
so if that's true not only are you a straight male who is a rich, overpaid, underwhelmed actor, you are a MASOGONIST, however you spell that goddamn word.
would you like to be fucking single for the goddamn rest of your life?
i believe i'm staying in my boundaries here because i have not directly addressed you on twitter so unless you know exactly who i am and how to find me and who i'm talking to (YOU) then you will not really be able to take this negativity personally
will you?
i will never really be this direct with anyone of your "STATURE" ever again, because of your egomaniacal persuasion I believe that you have become delusional about your persona and you believe that you can have anything you want.
I have not begun to assume that we will be together or that i will ever come into contact with you even over the internet.
nor have i believed that you will be someone that knows who i am (that i exist)
but if you ever do, since i've been a "fan" of yours since my early childhood and i've wanted to have sex with you since i was 6, listen up ,YOU
you don't get to be a DOUCHEBAG.
NOT ANYMORE.
you don't get to treat woman as food, objects, playthings, property, prostitutes, SATISFACTION ITEMS, or anything besides PEOPLE WHO WILL HELP YOU ON YOUR JOURNEY.
you know i don't think i'm better than her.
i don't.
i don't know much about the woman you are supposedly supposed to marry who may be waiting for this "proposal"
and has basically allowed people to gossip about her and worked with you and been your friend your whole life but I THINK CLAIRE MIGHT HAVE BEEN RIGHT AND IF SHE WAS THAT MEANS I WAS FREAKING WRONG AND THATS FREAKING BS.
you know when i heard the rumor that you trashed hotel rooms i gave you the benefit of the doubt,
he knows how to party,
i started to become more and more like you...
i don't have to care about a maid. i don't have to care about a waitress.
I AM BETTER THAN THEM. I AM SMARTER, I AM MORE MORE TALENTED.
THEY ARE BENEATH ME.
THEY ARE NOT.
You need to get on a bus and have a conversation with someone who treats you like shit and be nice to them the entire ride and see how it feels to be a waiter or a maid.
be an employee somewhere.
FOR THE EXPERIENCE.
be a fucking busboy.
be a dishwasher.
work your way up again.
pray
be humble.
sure you have a type
young FUCKABLE beautiful women who love you
you know what GODDAMN LIAR YOU STOP IT.
I LOVED YOU.
I DID I DO.
I'm 25 and so that means that i'm not "WORTHY OF YOU" fuckin shit you are a retard.
i'm not saying i'm "the one"
but i am saying i'm wise and i'm smart and if you think for one second that you are better than me because you like to have sex with blonde supermodels you are not a straight heterosexual male.
you are a gay fucktard who is living the basketball diaries.
i'm not going to go to hell though i'd like to tell you that.
i love you
you got a problem, you come to me and i'll be open minded and we can talk about it.
maybe i don't really know you
maybe i want to study you
maybe i need time to accept some things about you like i have _____
but i just can't accept that.
that just makes you another tom cruise.
don't be tom cruise.
don't put constrictions on your relationships.
just BE.
Just fuCKING BE.
live
love
FUCK
love
kiss
hug
cuddle
snuggle
have a kitten
love your elderly cat
you want to do a comedy you be funny don't do a drama while everyone around you is doing a comedy.
i admit i laughed,
but honestly....
I WAS laughing at you.
NOT with you.
and that's not fucking funny to me it's sickening
it's retarded
it's grotesque and it scares me.
i want to laugh because you are hilarious not because you are doing something scary.
that was a horror film not a comedy.
KNOW THE FUCKING DIFFERENCE
BC HOENSTLY I DON't when i'm doing it.
it's extremely hard to tell.
i'm going to try to end this on a positive note because i'm extremely angry and depressed.
get out of the business while you can
become as YOU as possible
don't be someone else be YOU.
i loved you
you changed and i loved that
but this other side
that's not you.
that you covering up something.
so accept your fears
conquer all
and love everyone.
because you've come so far.
i feel this energy and it's so wonderful
don't become the victim which is actually what you are to these beautiful women though it seems like you are actually taking something from them, you aren't they are taking something from you and it's a long term problem.
but just remember no matter how many times i scream and yell i'm still in love
i will always be.
and i can't change that.
it's not your face or your body.
it's not your charm and charisma.
ok maybe a little of that.
but no, it's what you've said that i've seen.
it's the projects you've chosen and the people you have worked with. and i've followed it all
it comes out of you like an explosion of fate
and it starts with you.
i'm so proud of you and i will always be.
i love it and i hope you always do what's right for you...
xo
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