so i started watching the first episode of heroes...
and like
it's like i have been channeling the characters/
and i didn't know it because i haven't watched it in so long.
the last time i watched the first episode was when i had my psychological break and i guess my mind was really weakened so i took on their personalities or something and they really like made an impression on me.
i learn everything from tv and movies
and like i honestly didn't know the things i was saying
WERE The exact things
that the characters were saying.
i have no explanation.
maybe you think i've made this whole thing up and i'm messing with you and i'm just playing a game.
but that's not true.
i'm mentally ill.
i'm crazy.
i lost it after i met you and i've been trying to find my way back ever since.
so.
that's the closest thing to an explanation that i can come to.
like maybe i should just stop watching everything that you are in for eternity but i don't want to but like i don't think that i would have been so influenced by it if it didn't mean something to me.
so.
mhm.
xo
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