love is about

putting the person you love

in front of yourself

so a few years ago

i was in quicksand

i was drowning

i was reaching

and i grabbed on

to your hand

and i know without a doubt

that you saved me from myself

and i'm so grateful to you

and you don't owe me anything

but i owe you something

THANK YOU.
thank you for saving me

i know this looks like a big mess

but i think i know what you are going through

and even though to an outsiders view it seems like "someone like me"

can't help you

anyone that can love unconditionally

IS HELPING.

so whether it is up close
 or from afar.

it doesn't matter.

i'm not begging you anymore.

i'm just a girl standing in front of a boy

asking him to love her.

and i think you knowing that i'm not using you

or taking anything from you.

that's helpful.

i'm going to move to the ranch

and you are going to stay where you are.

and there's a possibility that we may never meet again.
but you have changed me forever.

and i'm so glad,

i will never be the same and i change all the time

and i think about you all the time
 and i worry about you all the time,

and you can do whatever you want,

it's ok.

i want you to be happy.

that's all i want.

i want to see you successful, independent, healthy,

worry free, and just completely smiling.
healthy.
i want you to live for many more years.

xo